TRIP

this is one of the place they went

WHY I NO GO ?!!

they went to the library

say till like so prettttyyy ><

saw ppl making rayuan at the court somemore

one of the lawyer got scolded

it's so fun !!!

and so cool !!!!

wish i went...

seriously

when can i go for lawatan again ?!

just waste a perfect chance

thanks to my family

all of my classmates come back alive wad..

ISH

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gonna go to utm this sat

makan my weekend again

from morning till evening somemore

if i wan eat dim sum then sun also have to wake up early liao

sien lo

i am driving but i dun wan fetch u ok

stop giving me that face

i am so shock u din realise i trying to avoid u ad

stop cari pasal with me

even seeing ur face can make me pek cek sometimes

LOVE

i must blog about this !!!

omg....

this is so hard to believe...

u actually tot i was in a relationship ?!!!

are u being serious ?!!

damn funny~~~

hahahahahahaha

TAT'S IMPOSSIBLE ==

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can u guys be more responsible ?

doing all this rubbish is like bad enough ad

stop showing me that kind of face ok

that's ur choice

if u feel guilty or like u are being forced to

then dun do it

u have brain (or mayb not)

SO

stop acting like u are very wei qu

I AM VERY DISGUST WITH UR FACE

this is not the first time ad........

SKOOL

forever alone

AGAIN

hahahaha~

no class because of the pathetic amount of ppl in our class today

JUST 2

ya u din see wrong

ONLI 2

==

so i did my hw until i sien

then i cant online which i dunnu why

when there is wifi and i have my com

i cant connect it

so all i did was

TOOK PICS

i just took pics

for fun....

this are a 'few' pics

i dunnu..

after looking at this pics...

i look like a kid rite ?!!!

do i look like 18 ?!!!

><

ALONE

FOREVER ALONE

今天一个人去游泳了

没有管他安不安全

就只是想静一静

慢慢得漂在水上

看着蓝蓝的天

很舒服

好像什么都不会有事一样

一个人游啊游

忘记时间忘记烦恼

忘记旁边的人

只是听着水声

看着水里的反光

一切就好像静止了

最近哭点又变低了

以为坚强了

还是抵抗不了寂寞

昨晚自己躲在被窝里

放声大哭

想家人 想朋友 什么都想

不过今天好多了

女人啊～

过了一阵子

总是会这样

EDUCATION

i never expect that in my whole life

i would find ppl telling me that education is not important

and now...

I MET 2 now

wad do they mean by

when u start working u can get salary with 5 or 10k meh ?!

well.. i may not at first but i sure will get it someday

when i get enough experience !!!

and if everyone have ur kind of thinking

do u think there will be doctor in this world ?

scientist ?

lawyer ?

accountant ?

and all kinds of profession ?

think abt it..

if u give anyone who can't finish their study a chance to get back to skool

would they wan ?

YES I CAN TELL U

do u think they wanna work so hard just to make a living ?

u can survive without a cert

no one dies in malaysia due to hunger

but why wanna work so hard when u can just put all the effort during ur studies ?!!!

for like just a few years !!!

i cant be rude to u because i am younger

i am still irrational enough

but

CAN U ALSO RESPECT ME AS A STUDENT ?

TRYING TO SUCCEED IN LIFE SUFFERING SO MUCH ?!

honestly..

wadda hell are u thinking ?!!!

if education are not important then

why are parents slogging out all day and nite

just to pay for their children's edu ?!!!

i dun deny having cert onli are not enough

we need skills when we are out in the social

but who the hell in this whole wide world

will give u a glance when u dun even have a damn cert ?!!!

without any chance wad the use of ur skill even if u are better than the professional ?!!!

use ur brain buddy...

when i am trying my best in my studies

there are always some ppl who come and say

u are doing wrong

this isn't going to be worthy

do u know wad i had gone through ?

if wad u said is rite..

why din u tell me when i was in standard one ?!!

then i will just flung all my test and exams

and i wont be studying now !!!

pls dun come to ppl and say wad they are doing their very best is wrong

if i told u that ur profession reaally sucks

and i study because i dun wan to be like u

doing this kind of job

HOW WOULD U FEEL ?

think b4 u talk..

u should be old enough

no need a 18 years old teenager to teach u that

ANGPOW~

tomorrow is officially the last day of cny~

today went to get my last few angpao !!!

haven open and count everything yet

this year all like eng eng like that

no excitement......

the older we get the less enthusiastic we are with all kinds of things

ANYWAY

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !!!

HOPE EVERYTHING WILL BE BETTER THIS YEAR !!!!

HUAT AR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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this is the new purse i got..

as honesty has always been my virtue

rude comes in together

hahahahaha~

i told i wont buy the purse if i saw it :P

okk la~

actually not that bad...

it's cute i dun deny

then i really realise just RECENTLY

nothing suit my style ==

I DUN EVEN KNOW MY STYLE

can't find any bag i like and compatible to my dressing

so ya....

i cant blame u XP

hehehe~

dun blame me also~

i know u love me too much

>/////<

thanks for everything

i using the purse every single day

so when it looks like my ex-purse

i can tell u i make fullest use of it

MUAHAHAHAHAHA

<3 <3 <3

泪

固执于倔强是脆弱的伪装

不管在人面前多么的坚强

我还是赢不了宁静

关上房门 倒在床上

怎么忍耐 泪水还是流了下来

敲门声也只能得到一声‘我要睡觉’的回答

我知道 我不会得到谅解

因为你们根本就不会了解我的委屈

所以我怎么能相信你们

让你们看到我最脆弱的一面

就像大家常说的

打孩子父母心会疼

我回嘴时心里有多么难受你知道吗？

怕你生气不是怕你打我

而是怕你难过的成分更多

可是不管我怎么做 都没有用

第一个孩子 父母疼

唯一一个儿子 父母也疼

最小的孩子 父母更疼

我呢？

偏偏就是最后剩下的一个

你的偏心

我忍很久了

整家人做同样一件事

可以只有我一个被骂

我一直都试着孝顺你

却被你说 长大后 最不孝顺的一定是我

一直坚信着 只要是自己生的 妈妈都爱的信念

我坚持到现在

呵呵～

可笑的是 如果哪句话是真的

我现在可以开始怀疑我是不是你生的

朋友 爱人

在生命中可以只是过客

但家人却永远都是家人

你知道我心有多痛吗？

你知道就因为你是我的家人 我怎么样都无法恨你吗？

你知道我为了这种事哭过多少次吗？

你知道我有多么的努力为了这个家付出吗？

你真的有听到我说的每一句“我爱你”吗？

你知道我在打这短短的文字时哭得有多伤心吗？

GATHERINGS

today's gathering was quite fun

just embarrassing ==

some ppl really dunnu how to jaga image

one nearly push me off the platform

lucky i jump down in time and save myself from embarrassment

or else...

the person no need to walk out of the shop liao...........

some of the secrets are out

everyone except ppl in sigs no 'secret'

WTH ?!!!

dunnu it's called normal or wad...

well i dun deny

I HAD ENOUGH OF GIRL SKOOL

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bio test passed

chem exp report passed

muet test passed

pa no hw

left maths now..

really....

maths why u like to torture me ?!!!!

i tot u love me last time

T_T why u change so much in form 6 ?!!!

damn sad..

must survive no matter how...

it's too late to regret....

FRIENDS

saw something interesting today..

this is wad it says :

when u are up in life...

ur friends get to know who u are

when u are down in life...

u get to know who ur friends are

well...

it's true

ppl are so hard to understand nowadays

no human can know wad other ppl are thinking

that's where betray comes in

faker...

some ppl may appear like they are kind

loyal

considerate

at the end of the day

they really JUST APPEAR to be like that

i had met a number in my life

my social life isn't good in my whole life

never...

even now~

not that i can't.. just that i dun wan

i may not be the truest me now

but at least it is not against my conscience

some ppl just know how to act..

HOW LOVELY THEY ARE IN FRONT OF MANY PPL !!!

but when they are with closer friend

u will see the difference

they will be hot-tempered

start finding trouble with u

why ? why make friends and make ur close friends disappointed ?

those who are true to u

those who cares for u other than ur family

put urself in their shoes...

worst of all....

when anything happen

everyone seems to help them

just because they tot she was the kindest ppl of all !!!

it is fair ?!!!

got betrayed and i am the bad guy

CAN U UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL ?!!!

"the worst feeling is when someone makes u feel special

then suddenly leaves u hanging and u have to act like u dun care"

after everything...

i will just resign to fate

lazy to explain to everybody

let everything be as it is

just that it hurts inside

especially at night

when u can't find anyone else to share ur happiness

ur gloomy mood and emo-ness

to complain abt everything

to chit-chat

to gossip

even if it has passed for months or years

the memories will never fade....

i had to agree with this statement

sad but it's realistic

something u can't deny after living for a decade

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i had to admit i am quite lucky and have found a few...

with this kind of character

they actually can bear me for so long :P

let's hope our friendship never change

no matter how far away we are from each other

FRIENDS FOREVER

:D

ps: i may not be the best kind of friend but i tried to be one FOR U

RECESS

can someone give me a logical reason why student can't stay in class during recess ?

pls enlighten me...

why why why we can't stay in class to do our hw ?

why why why we can't stay when our whole class is there ?

not like our things will get stolen

the whole class is IN THE CLASS

not like our class will get dirty

it never happen and it never will

still even if we dun eat AT ALL we still get the same result

in addition~

THE CANTEEN HAVE NOTHING TO EAT

i am not exaggerating

at least no eatable food without causing all those cirit-birit or muntah-muntah

is found in the canteen

once my friend found hair 'embedded' in the skin of fried chicken

ewwwwww

so disgusting

and the canteen smells.....

can u really bear eating in such environment ?!

i complained because we got scolded

AGAIN

ya i know... AGAIN ==

from another teacher though

everytime come cari pasal with our class

last time she cause monitor

just because the attendance slip was sent to office after the first period

wow~~~

now attendance slip is more important than a human

TEGUR BOLEH LAH KENAPA NAK MARAH MARAH MACAM MONYET ?!

so humiliating lah the way she scold ppl

today still dare to say:

FORM 6 SAYA SUDAH TAK NAK MENGGANGGU

TAPI KAMU SEMUA SEMAKIN MELAMPAU

(owh... staying in class is akin ponteng sekolah or stealing now ?)

INI LAST WARNING..

KALAU SAYA NAMPAK LAGI .. (blablablablablabla)

*blocked my ears*

pls la !!!

the others also stay in their own class wad !!!

who is cari-ing pasal now ?!!!

why onli scold us ?!!!

love us so much is it ?!!!

issshhhhhhhh

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today is really a tiring day...

class till 3 and house practice from 3.30 to 5.30

i survived with a packet of nasi lemak

in the morning till now..

and i am skipping dinner

already been skipping for few weeks (?!)

someone told me that my stomach gonna be spoiled~

well...

it is ALREADY

so wad's the difference ?