BETTER

It's bad to think this way 

Just wanna run away 

To make sure not to get in the way 

Because somehow it should be something better

Much much better

To have a smile not frown 

It's hurting to think this way 

Though it is for the greater good

To not be the burden

But it's too painful 

Too painful to even think this way 

THE GUY

So
There is this guy
He has a different skin colour
Non chinese features
Cant even speak mandarin well
And so far difference from the dream guy i ever had in mind

Then one day
He walked into my life, my heart
Leaving footsteps everywhere
Unexpectedly
There he decide
To stay
Promising me he will never leave

It's been almost half a year
I wish for many more years to come
Cause I won't ever want him to leave
To take away all this happiness with him

BLOG

Looking back at all the list of blogs at the side of my blog

All the latest updates are almost one year ago

Remember the reason why i started a blog

To write a dairy about everything i went through

To keep track of my life, my thinking

A place to vent my anger, my boredom

And most importantly the leaving of someone to Singapore

Thinking back

It was so silly

Maybe we was too young 

Too young to know what is moving on

Too young to accept reality

Too young to know we have to let go at sometimes

Now we are not in our teens anymore

Growing old might not be a choice but growing up is

But somehow i hope i am growing up 

Learning how to embrace everything that is in my way

Either good or bad 

Because at the end of the day

It is all experience and memories that always stay :)