IDOLS

i think u can say i have a weird taste

but seriously i dun look much for appearance

character > looks

especially funny ppl

hmmmmmmm

. . . . . .

ok fine

recently i become a new fan of 黄子华

THROAT

my throat been asking leave from me

not really asking 

nearly died (no kidding)

having fever for 2 days

and well....

the most awesomeness thing that could have happen

just have to happen on that 2 days

mayb i should stop torturing my own body

then it wont keep blinking red light

came so sudden that i got blinded

SELF REMINDER

cherish what myself have now

and stop appreciating what others have

(damn.. seriously what they have is none of my business)

DECISIONS

hardest thing to do

DECIDING

the older we are 

the more responsibilities we have to bear

and it all comes with decision

for someone like me

dunnu what i want

and what i can do

should i listen to others ?

should i listen to my heart ?

should i listen to my brain ?

are my thinking relevant ?

what if it doesnt work ?

am i being too pessimistic ?

ya see...

this is what happen when i try to think

imagine making a decision

how am i suppose to do it ?