FRIENDS

saw something interesting today..

this is wad it says :

when u are up in life...

ur friends get to know who u are

when u are down in life...

u get to know who ur friends are

well...

it's true

ppl are so hard to understand nowadays

no human can know wad other ppl are thinking

that's where betray comes in

faker...

some ppl may appear like they are kind

loyal

considerate

at the end of the day

they really JUST APPEAR to be like that

i had met a number in my life

my social life isn't good in my whole life

never...

even now~

not that i can't.. just that i dun wan

i may not be the truest me now

but at least it is not against my conscience

some ppl just know how to act..

HOW LOVELY THEY ARE IN FRONT OF MANY PPL !!!

but when they are with closer friend

u will see the difference

they will be hot-tempered

start finding trouble with u

why ? why make friends and make ur close friends disappointed ?

those who are true to u

those who cares for u other than ur family

put urself in their shoes...

worst of all....

when anything happen

everyone seems to help them

just because they tot she was the kindest ppl of all !!!

it is fair ?!!!

got betrayed and i am the bad guy

CAN U UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL ?!!!

"the worst feeling is when someone makes u feel special

then suddenly leaves u hanging and u have to act like u dun care"

after everything...

i will just resign to fate

lazy to explain to everybody

let everything be as it is

just that it hurts inside

especially at night

when u can't find anyone else to share ur happiness

ur gloomy mood and emo-ness

to complain abt everything

to chit-chat

to gossip

even if it has passed for months or years

the memories will never fade....

i had to agree with this statement

sad but it's realistic

something u can't deny after living for a decade

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i had to admit i am quite lucky and have found a few...

with this kind of character

they actually can bear me for so long :P

let's hope our friendship never change

no matter how far away we are from each other

FRIENDS FOREVER

:D

ps: i may not be the best kind of friend but i tried to be one FOR U

RECESS

can someone give me a logical reason why student can't stay in class during recess ?

pls enlighten me...

why why why we can't stay in class to do our hw ?

why why why we can't stay when our whole class is there ?

not like our things will get stolen

the whole class is IN THE CLASS

not like our class will get dirty

it never happen and it never will

still even if we dun eat AT ALL we still get the same result

in addition~

THE CANTEEN HAVE NOTHING TO EAT

i am not exaggerating

at least no eatable food without causing all those cirit-birit or muntah-muntah

is found in the canteen

once my friend found hair 'embedded' in the skin of fried chicken

ewwwwww

so disgusting

and the canteen smells.....

can u really bear eating in such environment ?!

i complained because we got scolded

AGAIN

ya i know... AGAIN ==

from another teacher though

everytime come cari pasal with our class

last time she cause monitor

just because the attendance slip was sent to office after the first period

wow~~~

now attendance slip is more important than a human

TEGUR BOLEH LAH KENAPA NAK MARAH MARAH MACAM MONYET ?!

so humiliating lah the way she scold ppl

today still dare to say:

FORM 6 SAYA SUDAH TAK NAK MENGGANGGU

TAPI KAMU SEMUA SEMAKIN MELAMPAU

(owh... staying in class is akin ponteng sekolah or stealing now ?)

INI LAST WARNING..

KALAU SAYA NAMPAK LAGI .. (blablablablablabla)

*blocked my ears*

pls la !!!

the others also stay in their own class wad !!!

who is cari-ing pasal now ?!!!

why onli scold us ?!!!

love us so much is it ?!!!

issshhhhhhhh

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today is really a tiring day...

class till 3 and house practice from 3.30 to 5.30

i survived with a packet of nasi lemak

in the morning till now..

and i am skipping dinner

already been skipping for few weeks (?!)

someone told me that my stomach gonna be spoiled~

well...

it is ALREADY

so wad's the difference ?

MAD CHEM TEACHER

my chem teacher in skool sometimes look exactly like this

(ps: usually he look more like a bat)

nowadays our stupid timetable changed

causing us to have chem on mon tues and wed

3 PERIODS EACH !!!

dong la the person who make this...

after maths periods who can study so much..

issshhhhh

just wanna highlight why i called him mad...

the reason is he scolded us today..

it sounds normal.. rite..

but FOR NO REASON

WHY SCOLD PPL FOR NO REASON LA~

WHO IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD WILL REMEMBER

ALL THE DEFINITIONS OF THERMOCHEMISTRY ?!!!

EVEN IF WE READ B4 U COME IN I STILL WONT REMEMBER RITE !!!

OMG~~~~~~~

he even call us one by one to ans his definitions

i was the first one he called (kns)

asking me definition of entalphy of some crap

then one by one we stand..

start saying we dun respect him cause many of them went toilet when he came in

(tell me is there anything wrong with going toilet ?! or he expect us to tahan for 3 periods ?!!!)

blablablablablabla he went~~~

say we go tuition we dun act like this...

(ps: if u are our tuition teacher u will be dead suffering from heart attack)

have u ever wonder why we go tuition ?

think we have too much time after skool ?

reaching home after 7 is like real fun ?

we listen to u when u dun teach well is respect

we get good grades when u dun teach well shows that we study

shouldn't u appreciate that rather then being angry just because THEY went toilet ?!

i still wont call this mad usually

i will just call this being unusually hot-tempered

but see our interactions the day b4

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*discussing abt our R&D project (UTM)

Me: teacher ! u live in taman u rite ? if we eat near there u can belanja ma ?

Him: .............. (speechless)

The others: we as student need to save money la teacher.....

Him: or u wan me to ask my wife cook for u all ?

All: (shocked) serious ?!!!! we ok one u know teacher !!!!

Him: (more shocked) *showing the ops face

Friend A: teacher ! ur wife cook nice or not de ?

Him: not nice a ! everytime i eat i vomit

Friend A: nvm la teacher ! we were taught not to choose food since young.. we can help u eat~

Him: this is really a bad idea... == i go back and ask my wife la.. sure wont tell her it's my idea

All: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

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SEE

I TOLD U HE IS MAD

OR MAYB THE DAY B4 IS HIS TWINS

.....................i wonder.................

JUST DIARY

i realise that time can do anything

it can help u to forget

to get used to adapt

and to heal

things are getting back to normal

i just gonna act like nothing happen

and pray that that's the best solution !

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i REALLY REALLY REALLY

dun understand...

WHY I CANT GO TO THE CLASS TRIP ?!!!

WHY ?!!!

WEIY ?!!!

i am like 18 and the whole family are still worried abt my safety...

== wadda

if i am not studying form6

i would be in KL now

if it's about study then i can go there ALONE la !!!

wad ?!!!

study is more important than safety

this is so damn ridiculous

ughhhhh

look at those teachers' faces

as if it's my fault

telling me where they are going to enjoy themselves

astro la~

jungle trekking~

victoria institution~

klcc~

chocolate factory~

and FIREFLIES~

walao just stop tempting me ok !!!

seriously...

I WANNA GO BUT I AM NOT ALLOWED TO

WTH

life's unfair

i know but i just can't help complaining

especially when it happens so often

do u understand the feeling when u do something with good intention

and all u get is scolding and complaints and blablablablaba...

pls !!!

i wasn't waiting for that reaction !!!

don't u know ppl prefer to be appreciated rather than being blamed FOR NOTHING ?

have u even consider my feeling ?!

it wasn't even my responsibilities !!!

it's really tiring

i had enough

same cheerful mask for like a decade ad

acting like it's nothing but everything inside is crumpling

onli tears in my own room

wish there's really someone i can talk to

mayb it's all my own prob

not being able to trust ppl much more

being so not friendly

being super self-conscious

plain stupid but i just cant help it

CNY

cny passed liao !!!!!
wad should i do ?!!!
no more looking forward for holidays...
hate skool...
sien... ==
haiz....

still prefer wasting time during hols than living to my fullest ==

去年~

所谓的去年就是前天（因为过了12点）
前天呢是我生日嘛。。。
呆呆的我也没蹦蹦跳跳的去跟家人要礼物~
早上没什么胃口
就只喝了一杯milo
直到傍晚。。。
我哥受不了才叫我去找我的礼物 ==
原来就一直放在门口
哈哈哈哈~ 超笨蛋