Saturday, February 11, 2012

LOVE


i must blog about this !!!
omg....
this is so hard to believe...
u actually tot i was in a relationship ?!!!
are u being serious ?!!
damn funny~~~
hahahahahahaha
TAT'S IMPOSSIBLE ==

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can u guys be more responsible ?
doing all this rubbish is like bad enough ad
stop showing me that kind of face ok
that's ur choice
if u feel guilty or like u are being forced to
then dun do it
u have brain (or mayb not)
SO
stop acting like u are very wei qu
I AM VERY DISGUST WITH UR FACE
this is not the first time ad........

Thursday, February 9, 2012

SKOOL

forever alone
AGAIN
hahahaha~
no class because of the pathetic amount of ppl in our class today
JUST 2
ya u din see wrong
ONLI 2
==

so i did my hw until i sien
then i cant online which i dunnu why
when there is wifi and i have my com
i cant connect it
so all i did was
TOOK PICS
i just took pics
for fun....

this are a 'few' pics








i dunnu..
after looking at this pics...
i look like a kid rite ?!!!
do i look like 18 ?!!!
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Tuesday, February 7, 2012

ALONE


FOREVER ALONE
今天一个人去游泳了
没有管他安不安全
就只是想静一静
慢慢得漂在水上
看着蓝蓝的天
很舒服
好像什么都不会有事一样
一个人游啊游
忘记时间忘记烦恼
忘记旁边的人
只是听着水声
看着水里的反光
一切就好像静止了

最近哭点又变低了
以为坚强了
还是抵抗不了寂寞
昨晚自己躲在被窝里
放声大哭
想家人 想朋友 什么都想
不过今天好多了
女人啊~
过了一阵子
总是会这样


Monday, February 6, 2012

EDUCATION


i never expect that in my whole life
i would find ppl telling me that education is not important
and now...
I MET 2 now

wad do they mean by
when u start working u can get salary with 5 or 10k meh ?!
well.. i may not at first but i sure will get it someday
when i get enough experience !!!
and if everyone have ur kind of thinking
do u think there will be doctor in this world ?
scientist ?
lawyer ?
accountant ?
and all kinds of profession ?
think abt it..

if u give anyone who can't finish their study a chance to get back to skool
would they wan ?
YES I CAN TELL U
do u think they wanna work so hard just to make a living ?
u can survive without a cert
no one dies in malaysia due to hunger
but why wanna work so hard when u can just put all the effort during ur studies ?!!!
for like just a few years !!!
i cant be rude to u because i am younger
i am still irrational enough
but
CAN U ALSO RESPECT ME AS A STUDENT ?
TRYING TO SUCCEED IN LIFE SUFFERING SO MUCH ?!

honestly..
wadda hell are u thinking ?!!!
if education are not important then
why are parents slogging out all day and nite
just to pay for their children's edu ?!!!
i dun deny having cert onli are not enough
we need skills when we are out in the social
but who the hell in this whole wide world
will give u a glance when u dun even have a damn cert ?!!!
without any chance wad the use of ur skill even if u are better than the professional ?!!!
use ur brain buddy...

when i am trying my best in my studies
there are always some ppl who come and say
u are doing wrong
this isn't going to be worthy
do u know wad i had gone through ?
if wad u said is rite..
why din u tell me when i was in standard one ?!!
then i will just flung all my test and exams
and i wont be studying now !!!
pls dun come to ppl and say wad they are doing their very best is wrong
if i told u that ur profession reaally sucks
and i study because i dun wan to be like u
doing this kind of job
HOW WOULD U FEEL ?
think b4 u talk..
u should be old enough
no need a 18 years old teenager to teach u that

Sunday, February 5, 2012

ANGPOW~


tomorrow is officially the last day of cny~
today went to get my last few angpao !!!
haven open and count everything yet
this year all like eng eng like that
no excitement......
the older we get the less enthusiastic we are with all kinds of things

ANYWAY
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !!!
HOPE EVERYTHING WILL BE BETTER THIS YEAR !!!!
HUAT AR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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this is the new purse i got..
as honesty has always been my virtue
rude comes in together
hahahahaha~
i told i wont buy the purse if i saw it :P

okk la~
actually not that bad...
it's cute i dun deny
then i really realise just RECENTLY
nothing suit my style ==
I DUN EVEN KNOW MY STYLE
can't find any bag i like and compatible to my dressing
so ya....
i cant blame u XP
hehehe~

dun blame me also~
i know u love me too much
>/////<
thanks for everything
i using the purse every single day
so when it looks like my ex-purse
i can tell u i make fullest use of it
MUAHAHAHAHAHA
<3 <3 <3





Saturday, February 4, 2012

泪


固执于倔强是脆弱的伪装
不管在人面前多么的坚强
我还是赢不了宁静
关上房门 倒在床上
怎么忍耐 泪水还是流了下来
敲门声也只能得到一声‘我要睡觉’的回答
我知道 我不会得到谅解
因为你们根本就不会了解我的委屈
所以我怎么能相信你们
让你们看到我最脆弱的一面

就像大家常说的
打孩子父母心会疼
我回嘴时心里有多么难受你知道吗?
怕你生气不是怕你打我
而是怕你难过的成分更多
可是不管我怎么做 都没有用
第一个孩子 父母疼
唯一一个儿子 父母也疼
最小的孩子 父母更疼
我呢?
偏偏就是最后剩下的一个

你的偏心
我忍很久了
整家人做同样一件事
可以只有我一个被骂
我一直都试着孝顺你
却被你说 长大后 最不孝顺的一定是我
一直坚信着 只要是自己生的 妈妈都爱的信念
我坚持到现在
呵呵~
可笑的是 如果哪句话是真的
我现在可以开始怀疑我是不是你生的

朋友 爱人
在生命中可以只是过客
但家人却永远都是家人
你知道我心有多痛吗?
你知道就因为你是我的家人 我怎么样都无法恨你吗?
你知道我为了这种事哭过多少次吗?
你知道我有多么的努力为了这个家付出吗?
你真的有听到我说的每一句“我爱你”吗?
你知道我在打这短短的文字时哭得有多伤心吗?

Friday, February 3, 2012

GATHERINGS

today's gathering was quite fun
just embarrassing ==
some ppl really dunnu how to jaga image
one nearly push me off the platform
lucky i jump down in time and save myself from embarrassment
or else...
the person no need to walk out of the shop liao...........

some of the secrets are out
everyone except ppl in sigs no 'secret'
WTH ?!!!
dunnu it's called normal or wad...
well i dun deny
I HAD ENOUGH OF GIRL SKOOL

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bio test passed
chem exp report passed
muet test passed
pa no hw
left maths now..
really....
maths why u like to torture me ?!!!!
i tot u love me last time
T_T why u change so much in form 6 ?!!!
damn sad..
must survive no matter how...
it's too late to regret....