replying someone post~~~

you say you thought you understand her ..
i think you had just overestimated yourself ..
even me ...
after knowing her for 9 years ..
almost a decade ..
can't really say i understand her ..
and you think you can understand her ...
haha
she is an unopened book ..
i never success in open it up but i guess you need a lot more time than me ..

i really don't know what to say ..


by the way ..
you cant blame her ..
she is doing for your sake in case you don't realise ..
we did it for ur sake to be precise ..
we want you to improve and realise what you have done to hurt us ..
seriously ..
as REAL friends ..
we don't really need your apology ...
and you want us to apologise..
i starting to think whether you regard us as you friends ...
no ..
i should say you regard us as your friend..
because based on what you say before ...
you regard a person who you just talk with as friends...
things are different for me ..
we just want you to understand ..
understand how you HAD hurt us ..
how is our feeling ..
but i guess you never thought of it right ???
even if you really have i can't see your effort ..
your effort or the effect of being regretful ...

i really don't understand you now ..
i used to find excuses for you when you do stuff like this ..
i guess i won't do it anymore ...
i thought you are just gullible , innocent or even know nothing ..
but i RIGHT NOW ..
i feel i am dumb ..
i trusted all your acting ..
i just feel you are wearing a mask all the time ..
fake
cunning
crafty ??
i don't know ..
tat's all i can say i guess ..

this time ..
i want to be honest ..
i don't want to feel guilthy ..
acting as though nothing has happen ..
i don't want to even think whether i am becoming like you ..
fine ..
whatever is your decision ..
i will respect it ..
i won't make it awkward for us..
as i know ..
u are always scared of awkward and embarass..
guess what ..
i think i am absurd also ..
i actually hope you will cry after seeing this post ..
at least it touches your heart ..
at least you read it sincerely ..
at least it means to me that you understand what i meant ..
at least you feel something ..
i hope i know you enough ...

OMG !!!

another important thing ..
MINAM last ep ..
AH !!!!
i can't believe it ..
why ???
why ???
why ???!!!!

i am just torturing myself ..
i shouldn't have listen when yx first told me about the show ...
i courting my own death ..
Really ..
i am NOT blaming you , yx...
don't miss understood me ..
really ..
i seriously is NOT blaming you ..
dun worry ..
i am NOT ...

luckily i watch ep 14 today not last week ..
or else ..
i cant imagine the consequences ...
i think i will be mad for the whole last week ..
but today the ep 15 ...
what kind of ending is tat ???!!!!
can't wait for tomorrow ..
although i don't think i can accept the truth that it is finish ..
T_T

sigh~~~

typing in english for the first time ..
because of my english standard ..
nevermind ..

people ..
i BLOCK my BLOG already ..
thanks to someone who i didn't invite to come to my blog again ..
my tuition teacher found my blog ..
so i going to block it ..
unless anyone who want to come and see ..
tell me .. if i still invite you then i guess you just have to shut up ..

p/s: i just realise i can scold people easier using english .. hahahahahaha ... more comfortable with it i guess ...

爽。。

最最最不喜欢就是拖拖拖。。
越拖就越多。。
英文叫snowballing。。
没听过吗？？？
今天大家好像都很喜欢托呢。。
好心你们啦。。
不是只有你，我在说别人啦。。
虽然你也有。。

这是一个教训。。
下次就别这样啦。。
明白就好。。
只要你明白我们都不会生气。。
别让我们故意做的事情白费。。。
不是第一次了我们才这样的。。
会害人害自的。。
你也不要生气。。
讲了爽好多哦。。
不会这么烦了。。
什么都说没事。。
真是的。。。
不要每天在那里演。。
我们看了都累。。
一直好像在抖心计。。

今天爽！！！

好久没打blog了。。。

好久没打blog了。。
所以一次打很多个。。
看了很多戏。。

在追。。
是美男阿。。
好看哦。。
期待下一个星期的。。
快快来。。


还有
海派甜心。。
也是很好看。。
笑死了。。
幕后花絮也很好笑哦。。。
我迟一点再上载吧。。

唱歌是我的乐趣。。。

昨天唱歌差点唱到疯了。。
哈哈哈。。
完全是在吼。。
可是很爽。。

顺序大概是这样的。。
1。天黑黑
2。第一天
3。不知道什么歌
4。恋爱ing
5。突然好像你
6。离开地球表面
7。我不是真正的快乐

。。。
大概是这样啦。。
所以我们差点就人格分裂了。。
可以问joan或者雪晶。。
哈哈哈哈

恐怖的交易。。

我是个受保护的动物。。
出一个门就要死要活。。
干吗啦？
以为我是薛海哦。。
还是林达浪。。
==

跟你们说说我跟他们的交易吧。。
可怜的我。。。
要做完一半的课外书。。
今年（牛年）也不用约我出去了。。
反正一定约不到。。
还有我昨天收好了我的房间。。
听起来很乖ho。。
那也是其中的一个条件。。

我都开始同情我自己了。。
T_T