想念的滋味

偶然发现的。。 真的蛮有道理的。。

曾经有人问：“你知道想念的滋味吗？” 我想，我是知道的。可是，你是说甜的那种，还是苦的那一种？ 相思的思念是甜的，即使因为见不到面而苦苦思念，也是甜美的。 单思的思念，却是苦的。 无论你多么想念他，他也不会再那么想念你了。 想念一个人，是多么无助的一种滋味？ 你在床上翻来覆去，已经换了十几种姿势，还是没法不去想他。 你喝了一瓶又一瓶的酒，思念反而愈来愈汹涌。 思念会让你失去理智，甘心放下自尊。 明知道他不爱你了..

replying another person blog~~~ i very busy i know ..

the person can't see my blog ..
don't worry ..
i don't think she know its her ..
i am still wondering whether telling you this is better or not ..
i just don't want to hurt you ..
i am scared that she may hurt you someday when you trust her too much ..
you told me you don't mind ..
or be more exact ..
you are not surprised ..
but i guess you are still a bit sad ..
mianae~~~

i am really sorry ..
maybe i shouldn't have tell you ..
but i guess i just can't ignore it ..
because i really regard you as my friends ..
i just realise my expectations of friends is so high that not much really pass it ..
i am really glad i met you ..
i know you won't blame me for it but ...

well...
i don't really know what to say anymore ..
just recover from it soon ok ???
i need you to make me laugh somemore..
so you cant be more emo than me ok ???
promise ...
no way to back off liao ..
hahaha
you are under my 5 finger mountain now ..
wakakakaka ..

replying someone post~~~

you say you thought you understand her ..
i think you had just overestimated yourself ..
even me ...
after knowing her for 9 years ..
almost a decade ..
can't really say i understand her ..
and you think you can understand her ...
haha
she is an unopened book ..
i never success in open it up but i guess you need a lot more time than me ..

i really don't know what to say ..


by the way ..
you cant blame her ..
she is doing for your sake in case you don't realise ..
we did it for ur sake to be precise ..
we want you to improve and realise what you have done to hurt us ..
seriously ..
as REAL friends ..
we don't really need your apology ...
and you want us to apologise..
i starting to think whether you regard us as you friends ...
no ..
i should say you regard us as your friend..
because based on what you say before ...
you regard a person who you just talk with as friends...
things are different for me ..
we just want you to understand ..
understand how you HAD hurt us ..
how is our feeling ..
but i guess you never thought of it right ???
even if you really have i can't see your effort ..
your effort or the effect of being regretful ...

i really don't understand you now ..
i used to find excuses for you when you do stuff like this ..
i guess i won't do it anymore ...
i thought you are just gullible , innocent or even know nothing ..
but i RIGHT NOW ..
i feel i am dumb ..
i trusted all your acting ..
i just feel you are wearing a mask all the time ..
fake
cunning
crafty ??
i don't know ..
tat's all i can say i guess ..

this time ..
i want to be honest ..
i don't want to feel guilthy ..
acting as though nothing has happen ..
i don't want to even think whether i am becoming like you ..
fine ..
whatever is your decision ..
i will respect it ..
i won't make it awkward for us..
as i know ..
u are always scared of awkward and embarass..
guess what ..
i think i am absurd also ..
i actually hope you will cry after seeing this post ..
at least it touches your heart ..
at least you read it sincerely ..
at least it means to me that you understand what i meant ..
at least you feel something ..
i hope i know you enough ...

OMG !!!

another important thing ..
MINAM last ep ..
AH !!!!
i can't believe it ..
why ???
why ???
why ???!!!!

i am just torturing myself ..
i shouldn't have listen when yx first told me about the show ...
i courting my own death ..
Really ..
i am NOT blaming you , yx...
don't miss understood me ..
really ..
i seriously is NOT blaming you ..
dun worry ..
i am NOT ...

luckily i watch ep 14 today not last week ..
or else ..
i cant imagine the consequences ...
i think i will be mad for the whole last week ..
but today the ep 15 ...
what kind of ending is tat ???!!!!
can't wait for tomorrow ..
although i don't think i can accept the truth that it is finish ..
T_T

sigh~~~

typing in english for the first time ..
because of my english standard ..
nevermind ..

people ..
i BLOCK my BLOG already ..
thanks to someone who i didn't invite to come to my blog again ..
my tuition teacher found my blog ..
so i going to block it ..
unless anyone who want to come and see ..
tell me .. if i still invite you then i guess you just have to shut up ..

p/s: i just realise i can scold people easier using english .. hahahahahaha ... more comfortable with it i guess ...

爽。。

最最最不喜欢就是拖拖拖。。
越拖就越多。。
英文叫snowballing。。
没听过吗？？？
今天大家好像都很喜欢托呢。。
好心你们啦。。
不是只有你，我在说别人啦。。
虽然你也有。。

这是一个教训。。
下次就别这样啦。。
明白就好。。
只要你明白我们都不会生气。。
别让我们故意做的事情白费。。。
不是第一次了我们才这样的。。
会害人害自的。。
你也不要生气。。
讲了爽好多哦。。
不会这么烦了。。
什么都说没事。。
真是的。。。
不要每天在那里演。。
我们看了都累。。
一直好像在抖心计。。

今天爽！！！

好久没打blog了。。。

好久没打blog了。。
所以一次打很多个。。
看了很多戏。。

在追。。
是美男阿。。
好看哦。。
期待下一个星期的。。
快快来。。


还有
海派甜心。。
也是很好看。。
笑死了。。
幕后花絮也很好笑哦。。。
我迟一点再上载吧。。